...About How Things are Changing

As I am writing this post I am talking to D, sorting out my thoughts, trying to retell everything that has been goin on in my head these past couple of days...I dont know if I am succeeding. I think sometimes Daniela thinks I am a stange child that needs help...maybe I do. But then again that's why I go to her when I am having a 'what the?...' moment.

Life is interesting.

I think we can all agree on that.

Our past that has influenced where we are in the present, that will influence where we will be in the future.

My past has made me so sure of the decisions that I am making right now. I know that the ring on my finger is my world, and the man that gave it to me is my life. I know that from my experiences I have never been happier. That I could not ask for anything more. For I have found my soulmate and I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

My decisions now are leading me to a whole new life. Marriage brings on a new world, a new perspective on things. For while I will be moving away and leaving my family and friends, they will still be with each other. I know that I HAVE my family and friends. That is something that will never change. But I will no longer BE with them. That's a strange feeling.

With this joy and happiness comes a little bit of sadness. But I suppose that is expected.

I can't wait to graduate. Simply because I can't wait to be done with school and try something new. Get my career started in teaching, or teach in a setting outside of the classroom. Who said teaching had to be in a school? To teach means simply to educate and we can do that in so many ways. Our degree opens so many doors for us outside of the traditional classroom setting and I don't know if a lot of people know that. What will I be doing? Not sure yet....but I don't think I will be getting in a school right away.

I end this blog with thoughts that still need to be sorted. Feelings that still need to be explained. Writing has been a way for me to really get out what I feel. But tonight I don't know if it's helping. I love my family. And I love my friends (you girls that come on here to read my blogs...and of course a couple of other friends that do not know I have a blog). And I just know that when things are said and done, when we have completed university and we are all off to do our own thing, I am really gonna miss you guys.

Life is, indeed, interesting.